Here's something.  It's Friday night and I am all...I'm loooonnnnely.  BUT If I had the option to go out and do something I probably wouldn't because deep down I am more comfortable smoking and internetting on the porch than I would be making new friends.  Way more comfortable.  I have a comfort zone that is extremely SMALL and no platonic friends.  I need to stop feeling sorry for myself for feeling so lonely because it's my own fault.  I should just be glad that I am not in the midst of some massive discomfort hanging out with people that I am not totally comfortable with.  Ew.  This makes me hate myself a little bit.  A lot.  I have been anti-Keran all day long and it's not looking to get any better.  I guess I will do a crossword puzzle and read myself to sleep.  At 7pm on a Friday.  That's right. 
Does it count as loneliness if you willfully alienate everyone you come into contact with?